Jul 26, 2011

Five Months

Posted by Mommy on at 11:52 am

Oh, my little Weeble! It has been five months now since I last played with you, held you, kissed you. Since you sat next to me and said, “I love you and you love me.” I never tried to imagine what it would feel like to lose one of my children, but if I had, I couldn’t have come close to imagining this kind of pain.
I read a quote the other day, “Describing what it feels like to “miss” a child cannot be done properly. There is a feeling — totally overwhelming — that gnaws and chews at the heart constantly letting us know that things aren’t as they should be. Every thought, every action is colored by this color of blue.” That is exactly how I feel.


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